Amy’s Journal

Really need time out and commune with the Creator of me. have been talking to dad while he is over and i get to know my family background especially from my dad’s side. it’s a very very complicated family but i thank God for each of it.

to start of, my dad is adopted. and my grandma adopted not only 3 but 4 children. she had her own daughter, which is my aunty in spore and the others were adopted. to cut the story short. how my dad end up in the CHIENG family ? originally is HII. here goes…..

my dad’s mom and his birth mom were best friends when they were young and energetic, u know around 20+. n my dad is actually the youngest boy in the family. and my grandma wanted a baby boy, so my birth grandma give away my dad to her. they are attending the same church as well.. and come to my surprise, my dad’s grandpa (his birth-mom’s dad), which is my great grandpa, is a evangelist in the methodist church. WOW!

see how the family tree is… imagine how God would arrange things. From the 2 generations before me, God had arrange and fix things up. my grandma and my birth-grandma were good frens…….
imagine if they are not friends
imagine if they are not Christians…..
imagine if my birth grandma didnt give my dad to my grandma
imagine if my dad still is in the HII family.
imagine if my dad were not to meet my mom
imagine if my grandma were not sick while my dad studied in spore. he had to come back
imagine if my dad would take the job in Shell and left Sarikei
imagine if my mom would to marry her other boyfriend.
imagine if my birth-grandpa was not doing the CPR when my dad was born breathless
imagine if my mom’s parents were to send my mom to other school and not to meet my dad?
imagine… imagine…. imagine…

i will not EXIST!!!!!!

see how GREAT God is? even right now, God is planning for the future generation. the places that you’ve been. and the people you met. the people tat God put into my life has mold me, break me, and refining me more into Christ-like. and i LOVE tat.

see how God engineered in my life
see how God put little things to make me who i am today
see how God introducing great ppl in my life

YOU SEE THE BIG PICTURE?????